A Night In

There they were, two friends, nothing more, on her couch searching through the selection of movies from the streaming service after agreeing to hang out with each other after several weeks of not seeing one another. Her: I’m glad you agreed to a movie night. I know how much you’re not into them, so I…

The Chase

The thrill of finding a new chase. The look of intrigue coming over my face. My heart setting itself up for a possible discovery. Despite the pain from past pursuits still having me in recovery. Sure, I can keep the desire at bay, so I keep my peace of mind. But what fun would it…

Beautiful

You couldn’t be any more beautiful. The one that has set the standard. Not that I plan on ever meeting another. For who are we kidding? No other would have a chance. You get all my love, yeah, every last bit. Leaving me would break me to the very core. Unable to stand, unable to…

Prince of Peace

Prince of peace, you hold our hearts Prince of peace, you live within us Before we breathed, you set us apart So for that, in you we put our trust We strive to live every day in your presence Knowing all that you sacrificed for our eternity Finding, seeing, feeling, all your love and its…

Memory

I still remember the day I first met you. Always will as I won’t ever forget you. But now that it’s over I’ll deeply miss you. Hope I’m someone in turn you’ll miss too. To no longer see your smile or hear your voice Was never going to be my life’s first choice. I wanted…

Just Some

In life there are certain things I’d like to have. Let me tell you what they are. I want just some fun. The kind of fun that makes life worth living. The kind that produces memories of a lifetime. I want just some love. The kind of love that reaches the deepest part of your…

A Year Ago

(On August 1st, 2019, my prayer from the night before was answered) A year ago I didn’t know the journey I was about to embark on. A year ago I woke up with a completely new mindset. To let go of all the stuff from the past that hurt me. That stuff I always carried…

For Me and For Her

For as long as I remember, I’ve searched for her. I smiled at her. I talked with her. I laughed with her. I helped her. I worked with her. I became friends with her. I respected her. I adored her. All in hopes of finding out that the moment with her existed. The moment of…

You Hurt Me

You hurt me the day it all came to an end. As if I never mattered to you as much as you did to me. Yeah catching me by surprise no longer being my friend. As if I never earned your trust as you ended it abruptly. And now it’s a little too late. Yes,…

Years Later

There she was the girl he fell for years before. It’d been years since they last spoke. Six, seven, maybe more. Still as beautiful as he remembered. Gorgeous as the day he first approached her. He went up to her to say hi, hoping she still remembered him. She did and even admitted that seeing…

What I Feel

Can I shed tears? Is it that serious? My mind is filled with thoughts about you. My heart's sad that I may never see you again. I want to yell in frustration. Loudly. Should I though? Am I out of my mind? Can these feelings be lying to me? My feelings for you are real.…

If You Loved Me

If you ever need me, I’ll come running, just call my name. If you shed a tear or feel your world crashing down I’ll be there in a heartbeat, not hesitating to ease your pain. For when we’re together, it’s nothing but pure joy that I feel. From the core of my heart, that’s the…

Somehow I Don’t Mind

It’s over and somehow, I don’t mind. Even if you do still run through my mind. I can see you and not speak a word. It’s how I know that you’re not my whole world. It still hurts, so don’t get me wrong. It’s why this is sounding like a goodbye song. Never thought this…

Dear Past

You have had your fair share of victories over us. Times that brought us to tears. Nights that we laid awake thinking about the decisions that led us to that very moment in time. You’ve been cruel to us, trapping us in our present at times with flashbacks to what you have done. We have…

Feeling It Still

Just when I thought it was safe to smile again, thinking that I had had enough. You came on back and pulled me in with all your good stuff. The beautiful smile you possess, the angelic eyes that I love so much. Along with that special place in my heart that only you find a…