The Chase

The thrill of finding a new chase. The look of intrigue coming over my face. My heart setting itself up for a possible discovery. Despite the pain from past pursuits still having me in recovery. Sure, I can keep the desire at bay, so I keep my peace of mind. But what fun would it…

Memory

I still remember the day I first met you. Always will as I won’t ever forget you. But now that it’s over I’ll deeply miss you. Hope I’m someone in turn you’ll miss too. To no longer see your smile or hear your voice Was never going to be my life’s first choice. I wanted…

A Year Ago

(On August 1st, 2019, my prayer from the night before was answered) A year ago I didn’t know the journey I was about to embark on. A year ago I woke up with a completely new mindset. To let go of all the stuff from the past that hurt me. That stuff I always carried…

For Me and For Her

For as long as I remember, I’ve searched for her. I smiled at her. I talked with her. I laughed with her. I helped her. I worked with her. I became friends with her. I respected her. I adored her. All in hopes of finding out that the moment with her existed. The moment of…

You Hurt Me

You hurt me the day it all came to an end. As if I never mattered to you as much as you did to me. Yeah catching me by surprise no longer being my friend. As if I never earned your trust as you ended it abruptly. And now it’s a little too late. Yes,…

Dear Past

You have had your fair share of victories over us. Times that brought us to tears. Nights that we laid awake thinking about the decisions that led us to that very moment in time. You’ve been cruel to us, trapping us in our present at times with flashbacks to what you have done. We have…

Feeling It Still

Just when I thought it was safe to smile again, thinking that I had had enough. You came on back and pulled me in with all your good stuff. The beautiful smile you possess, the angelic eyes that I love so much. Along with that special place in my heart that only you find a…

No More Love

If I told you to echo the words I speak, would it make them stronger or make them weak? There’s no more love between us, All we ever do now is fight. There’s no more love between us, The clock has struck midnight. Telling me your sorry just won’t do this time. Telling you I’m…

Inside

At midnight, while I lay in my bed, All these thoughts start running through my head. Of a life lived and now forever gone. And yet of another life still to come, only at its dawn. Inside I know that the one that’s been sets to course for the one to come. Inside also lies…

Without You

I miss you; I need you; I just can't live without you. This life away from you is killing me inside. Every word; every smile; every moment spent with you. Are now memories of all these unleashed feelings that I hide. What might have been; what used to be is all I have now. A…

Mi Bella Dama

No sé cuánto más puedo aguantar con este corazón que no tiene un lugar. Lugar para dar mi amor, un sentimiento que es lo peor. No teniendo la oportunidad de sentir la gran emoción. Te verte cada día y exudarte toda mi pasión. Entonces es por eso por lo que he vivido con dolor Desde…

Heart At A Standstill

I knew what I wanted, Then I met you, and it all changed. Now I know what I want, and it's true love And though I could find that in anybody Nobody else will do. Knowing you exist, yet not as mine is life, Mocking me every which way I go. See my heart is…

How Can I?

I ask. See this misery end without a guarantee that I’ll ever see you again? Live in this isolation, knowing when it’s over, I still won’t have my friend? Put my heart on hold with every moment and every feeling? Move on as if I’m okay despite obviously still reeling? How can I? I ask.…

34 Weeks

From beginning to end, it lasted 34 weeks. Only, unfortunately. It was enough time though, enough to fall for you. Truly, undoubtedly. From beginning to end, it lasted 34 weeks. Short, inconceivably. It was enough time though, enough to build up. Confidence, unquestionably. From beginning to end, it lasted 34 weeks. Eight months, 238 days.…

Away Sunshine

Sunshine, blue skies, please go away. My good mood doesn't want to play today. No, the clouds can come and cover it all. My heart's been broken and taken a fall. No more talks, no more smiles or laughs. God now has us on totally different paths. To cope with this pain, I'll need lots…

That Night

It must have been raining indoors I thought. “No wait, that’s just my tears flooding my face again.” There I was, broken. The grind of life having gotten to me. Emotionally, mentally, physically, it had me beaten. I had cried my eyes out before, but this would be different. This time I raised my voice…