No! Not this way! Damn it!
It’s not the way I saw things playing out.
It angers me!
Emotionally, I’m close to belting out a shout.
Can I accept it as what it was meant to be?
Possibly, but no!
Internally, I’m bleeding out what’s killing me.
Always taking the worst from life; from time.
Mentally, I’m breaking down inside my mind.
Just memories now like all else as if it was equal.
It doesn’t belong there!
Spiritually, I pray for our time to produce a sequel.
The pain, though not external, has me weak.
It’s stressing me!
Physically, feeling the effects, future looks bleak.