If I hide my feelings for you, does it make me dishonest?

I want nothing more than to love you, but I won’t, I promise.

Not because I don’t really want to, but because I know I shouldn’t.

It’d ruin the bond we have now, and I can’t do that, I just couldn’t.

Every time I look into your eyes, I’m reminded of how much I care.

About you, about the talks, the laughs, the smiles, nothing can compare.

To speak or not to speak? That is the question I ask myself these days.

The answer?

Well, if I knew, I wouldn’t feel like everyday I’m stuck in a maze.

Not knowing which way to turn or if I should even let my thought out.

Making me bottle these feelings up inside from you out of fear and doubt.

On one hand, why be scared of the outcome if it gives me a glimpse of the end.

On the other, I think the worst may happen and be left with neither a love nor a friend.

To speak or not to speak? That is the question to answer without a clue.

The answer though?

If I only knew because I’m so in love with you.

About the Author Mr. Boza

The summer of 2019 was when I decided to no longer go through life holding my feelings, my thoughts, and my emotions contained within. I needed a change in life and since I made that decision, life has been so much more liberating. Nowadays my writing helps me express myself in a way that allows me to feel whatever it is that I'm thinking or feeling or even yearning for, pour out and not consume me from within. My work is simple to read, simple to understand, and hopefully is the type of writing that makes someone smile when they read it. Enjoy.

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