Going to Lose

Dreamed of the life I always wanted,

yeah it got really good folks.

Then I woke up and realized,

that it was another one of life’s cruel jokes.

I had my love, my dream life

everything that I truly want.

But I woke up and now here I am,

once again dealing with reality’s taunt.

It got me like it has every other night in my life

leaving me awake and empty handed.

Going through the days with a heart in pieces,

a mind divided, with my hope a little more sanded.

Consumed as I speak, as I let all this out,

alone with no other choice to choose.

Sleeping every night having to take all of it’s games

and playing along when I know I’m going to lose.

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