Dreamed of the life I always wanted,
yeah it got really good folks.
Then I woke up and realized,
that it was another one of life’s cruel jokes.
I had my love, my dream life
everything that I truly want.
But I woke up and now here I am,
once again dealing with reality’s taunt.
It got me like it has every other night in my life
leaving me awake and empty handed.
Going through the days with a heart in pieces,
a mind divided, with my hope a little more sanded.
Consumed as I speak, as I let all this out,
alone with no other choice to choose.
Sleeping every night having to take all of it’s games
and playing along when I know I’m going to lose.