Further beyond I rather not go on
Praying, hoping for that door to open.
Wondering wishing I won’t be missing
The joy, the peace, where my mind’s at ease.
Further beyond I rather not go on
Thinking, feeling like my heart is sinking
Lonely, hurting, with passion not burning
A flame snuffed out, and a mind full of doubt.
Further beyond I rather not go on
Standing in line, only having you on my mind
Wanting, knowing where my heart is going
Willing, giving, yet alone always living.